i am not getting married
to no idea
that i can’t divorce
because it doesn’t measure up
or mean what i need it to
as i desire

anymore than i will be hurt
for the sake of being un-alone
when i’d rather be marooned
on an island of my own
by myself
to become who i want

until i am ready,
for you.

-see

©2016 Cornelious “See” Flowers
@seethepoet