Maybe the one testing you, is YOU.
Not the Universe.
Not the Enemy.
Maybe your subconscious is trying to bring your conscious into an accurate awareness of who you are.
Maybe your higher self is attempting to pull your lower self, up to the standards that YOU REQUESTED, and actually REQUIRE, in order to be RESPONSIBLE for YOUR SUCCESS.
Maybe it’s the person that YOU COULD BE, challenging the person that YOU ARE currently being to a competition to see if YOU really want what and who YOUR potential says YOU might become.
Maybe YOU are the resistance.
No bigger obstacle;
No mightier challenge;
No crazier situation;
No wilder circumstance.
What if you’re the one presenting the opposition? What if you’re the one holding you hostage to those habits and traditions? What if you’re the one blaming you for mistakes and the trouble and the problems of your past? What if yours is the voice convincing you that you can’t? What if yours are the words casting spells and speaking contrary to you moving forward?
What if it’s you?
What if it is a YOU on the inside of YOU trying to escape the prison that YOU put YOURSELF in?
Because of trauma. Because of pain. Because of hurt. Because of insecurity. Because of tradition. Because of the past. Because of people. Because of excuses.
What if YOU haven’t gone where you wanted/needed to GO, done what you wanted/needed to DO, been where you wanted/needed to BE…
BECAUSE OF YOU?
What are you going to do about that?
How are you going to handle that?
When are you going to change that?
Where are you going to start?
(You know I have an answer, right?)
That is your WHO/WHAT/WHEN/WHERE/WHY…
YOU are going to fix this!
You are going to REALIZE it.
You are going to start speaking the truth that YOU deserve, RIGHT NOW.
You are going to recognize YOUR POWER, acknowledge it, accept it, and ascend into the position of authority over it, RIGHT NOW!
You are going to STAND UP. RIGHT NOW.
You are going to speak life into YOURSELF, demanding change and adjustments and results, from YOU, RIGHT NOW.
You are going to find a mirror, and talk yourself right into the light that is been waiting to shine on you all of this time, RIGHT NOW!
You are going to KNOW that YOU are the MOST IMPORTANT person in YOUR LIFE because YOU decide whether or not YOU do the work that YOU need to do in order to take care of or for anything or anyone else. You are going to do that RIGHT NOW!!!
And YOU are going to overcome:
The temptation that you thought was impossible to resist. The habit that you thought was impossible to break. The apology you thought was impossible to give. The forgiveness you thought was impossible to achieve. The hurt you thought was impossible to get over. The place you thought was impossible to leave. The dream you thought was impossible to realize. The relationship that you thought was impossible to have. The success you thought was impossibe to materialize, manage, and maintain. The consistency that you thought was impossible to possess.
The positive example you thought you might never be. The parent you thought you might not become. The partner you thought you’d never amount to. The person you thought you couldn’t grow into.
Because you were looking at this all wrong.
Say it with me, “It is not impossible, because I’m POSSIBLE.”
And with that perspective, YOU BETTER TAKE BACK YOURSELF! Take YOU back from every distraction, demon, detour, desperation, discouragement, disappointment, disapproval, and definition that does not speak the YOU that YOU ARE!
And YOU are going to pass the test. The test that you thought was almost impossible to pass.
The test that might not have been a test. It was probably just a time. A “that” time. An ”old” time. A ”their” time. A “one” time.
But now, now is YOUR time.
©️2023 Cornelious “See” Flowers