You are not going to make it.

You’re not even willing to be uncomfortable for a little while in order to get where you’re going.

Like, you won’t take a discount airline because it’s cramped or you don’t like their process and customer service, but you expect me to believe that you can take the pressure and suffering that is REQUIRED while you’re going through a real life process and have to deal with the real-time hatred, jealousy, resistance, ignorance, racism, doubt, and discouragement that will absolutely be the journey to where you say you want to go.

And you have no patience.

You want everything now.

You’d rather have what you want- in this moment- instead of saying, doing, or being WHAT YOU NEED to say, do, or be, and allowing for what needs to happen in order to ensure and assure you get that specific thing. You rush everything! You can’t enjoy life because everything is a complaint, an attack, an injustice, a disaster, a slight, a ploy, a scheme, a scam, or an emergency. You can’t get the lesson because you’re speeding through the course. You’re missing the opportunity, the chance, and the point, far too often, just to satisfy your impulse or your ego.

You’re not willing to wait for food to get done properly. You want me to believe that you’re going to wait the time it takes for you and the things that you need to be done, properly?

You’re not approachable. You’re not flexible. You’re not teachable. You’re not pleasant. You’re not presentable.

Not because you can’t be. Because you choose to rebel against “conformity”. Because you resist authority. Because you’d rather be more “heard” than helped. Because you’d rather be more popular than positive. Because you’d rather be more “cool” than considerate.

You’d rather be “seen as” and not “seen for”.

You aren’t going to make it.

You’re too good to serve.

Too smart to be taught.

Too ambitious to be led.

Too busy to be available.

Too desperate to discern.

Too hurt to be healed.

YOU ARE NOT GOING TO MAKE IT.

You won’t forgive or forget, because you want the attention and acknowledgement that comes with having certain problems. Your hurt aside, you’re unwilling to “let go” because you’re comfortable in the mess and miserableness that comes with being a victim. You’re accustomed to the drama and the noise that affiliate themselves with toxicity. You’ve normalized “toxic” in an effort to justify the behavior and routine of going back-and-forth, settling, and suffering through situations, circumstances, and relationships that YOU KNOW and RECOGNIZE mean you no good. But your pride and your guilt and your shame and your insecurity are guiding you and guarding you away from the peace/freedom/reality that you actually need.

You won’t make it.

You’re too inconsistent. You lack focus. You’re easily distracted.

You’re irresponsible. You’re undisciplined. You’re messy. You lack accountability. You’re unhealthy.

You speak death. You seek out mess and mediocrity. You have no value system. You have no integrity. You have no respect. For you.

You won’t face yourself. You won’t deal with you, or your issues.

You consume nonsense, stupidity, ignorance, and lies, as your steady diet of encouragement and inspiration. You do that on purpose!

You’d rather “scroll” than take a stroll.

And you have the nerve to think that you’re going to make anything but a fool out of yourself.

Nah. I doubt it.

Prove me wrong.

-see

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